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Sunday, December 18th, 2005
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2:06 pm - I have absolutely NOTHING to do, so I stole this from Kell's LJ (I think I've done it before..)
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-- spell your name backwards: rehtaeh
-- have you ever had a song written about you: nope
-- what song makes you cry: "we belong together" by mirah carrey made me cry after john and I had a fight and I thought we were going to break up.
-- what song makes you happy: "Angels Wings" by Social Distortion
-- what's your all time fav. song?: "of All The Gin Joints In All The World" by fallout boy
-- what do you listen to before you go to sleep: John on the phone :-)
-- hair color: brown
-- piercings: both ears
-- tattoos: none for the moment
Right Now . . .
--what color pants are you wearing: jeans, so blue
-- what song are you listening to: "of All The Gin Joints In All The World" by fallout boy
--What taste is in your mouth?: mac and cheese
--Whats the weather like?:rain rain rain rain!!!
--How are you?: lonely :-( I miss my Johnles (he was up at his gramdma's this weekend, so i haven't seen him yet)
--Get motion sickness?: nope, not even when I read
--Have a bad habit?: I pull pieces of skin off my lips (it's sounds really gross, but it's not)
--get along with your parents: most of the time
--Boyfriend/girlfriend: johnles sama-fuckin'-rron! :-D
--Have a current crush: my johnles :-)
--Have a big regret: I guess
Favorite...
--TV show: cold case files
--Conditioner: dove
--Book: the da vinci code, and angels and demons (my favorite books ever!)
--Alchohol drink: none
--Things to do on the weekend: same thing I do every day, cuddle and hang out with John :-)
Have You Ever . . .
--Broken the law: just little retarded things (mostly when driving)
--Ran away from home: yepp
--Snuck out of the house: yepp
--Ever gone skinny dipping: nope
--Made a prank phone call: yepp
--Tipped over a portapotty: nope
--Used your parents credit card: just online, and they knew about it
--Skipped school before: yepp!!
--Fell asleep in the shower/bath: almost, but no
--Been in a school play: nope
--Had children: not yet. I'm a preschool teacher for 2 year olds, that's plenty of kids for me for right now!! lol
--Been in love: I'm in love with John right now :-D
--Had a hard time getting over someone: like a boyfriend? no
--Been hurt?: many times
Random . . .
--Have a job: two actually.
--Your cd player has what in it right now: on the comp. fallout boy, in the car S2S2 ;-)
--If you were a crayon, what color would you be?: beige (i'm kinda plane...)
--What makes you happy?: Johnles
--The next CD you're going to buy: james blunt (he's hella good!
When/What Was the Last . . .
--You got a real letter: never..?
--Got an email: I don't know, I haven't checked in a while..
--Last thing you purchased: a new copy of da vinci code
--Tv program you watched: Animal Icon: King Kong
--Movie you saw in the theaters: romeo and juliette (the one with claire danes and leonardo decaprio)
--Song heard: "of All The Gin Joints In All The World" by fallout boy
--Place you were [ besides home ]: I was at work this morning
--Phone call: last night, with John
--You were depressed: last week.. I think?
--You were in the hospital: at the hospital or in the hospital? IN never, AT the week before halloween
Do you think you are...
--pretty? nope
--funny? sometimes
--hot? nope
--friendly? if I'm not too shy to actually talk to someone
--loveable? always :-b
--caring? with my jobs, you have to be!
--sweet? for the most part
--dorky? lol yepp
--Name: Heather Mary Storton
--Birthdate: 08/15/87
--Birthplace: Mountain View, CA
--Righty or Lefty: righty
--Zodiac Sign: Leo
--The Shoes You Wore Today: uggz type boots
--Your Weakness: I'm VERY quiet
--One thing You'd Like to Achieve: I dunno
--Your first thoughts waking up: I want to sleep more!! (I love sleep)
--The first feature you notice in the opposite sex: eyes, and face
--Your bedtime: when i go to bed
--Pepsi or Coke: diet coke
--McDonald's or Burger King: neither
--Single or Group Dates: single
--Chocolate or Vanilla: vanilla
--Cappucino or coffee: cappucino
--Do you smoke?: nope
--Cuss?: wwaayyy too much!
--Sing Well?: I dunno?
--Want to go to college: no, but I do
--Liked High School?: not at all!! (accept for meeting John during high school :-D)
--Want to get married?: yepp, to my Johnles
--Type with fingers on the right keys: I dunno?
--Think you're attractive: every now and then, but not often
--Think you're a health freak: kinda, but not really
--Like Thunderstorms: love them
The PAST MONTH, did/have you
--Consumed Alchohol: nope
--Have Sex: maybe :-b
--Go To the Mall: yeah
--Eaten an entire box of Oreos: lol no
--Eaten Sushi: nope
--Gone Skating: nope
--Made Homemade cookies: nope
--Dyed your hair: nope, but I need to
--Have you ever played a game that required removal of clothing?: yepp, it's call "the foreplay game." Just kidding! nope, I never have
--Been intoxicated: nope
--Been caught "doing something"?: nope
--Been Called a "Tease": not for a while, so not in the past month
--Shoplifted?: nope, I never have
--Age you hope to be married?: 22
--How do you want to die?: in my sleep
--Where do you want to go to college?: I dunno
--What do you want to be when you grow up?: i dunno
current mood:  calm
current music: "of All The Gin Joints In All The World" by fallout boy
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| Sunday, October 9th, 2005
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10:18 pm - stole this from Kelly's MySpace
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1. What time is it? 10:18 sunday night
2. Name as appears on birth certificate? Heather Mary Calverley
3. Nickname(s): Feather
4. Do You Drive?: yepp
5. Single or taken?: taken :-)
6. Chinese zodiac: rabbit
7. Hair color: dark red (but naturally brown)
8. Eye color: Blue
9. Height: 5'3"
10. Shoe size: 9
11. Glasses, contacts or neither? reading glasses
12. Braces?: had them, but not anymore
13. Piercing/tattoos?: yes, and no
14. Birthplace: Mountain View, CA
15. Current residence: Sunnyvale, CA
16. Siblings names: Ian and Alena (older bro <20> younger sister <15>)
******HAVE YOU EVER******
17. Gotten wasted?: unfortunatly :-(
18. Gotten so drunk you don't remember what happened?: once, but i regret it, and haven't since (that was like 5 years ago)
19. Drank 5 liters of beer in 2 hours?: I have no idea
20. Had an Irish carbomb: nope
21. Skipped school?: in college not yet, in high school a LOT
22. Bungee jumped?: nope, but I kinda want to
23. Kissed someone related to you?: just like my parents, and grandparents (but nothing nasty or some fucked up shit like that)
24. Kissed someone of the same sex not related to you?: yepp
25. Kiss more than two people in one day: nope
26. Kissed?: lol! just a few times
27. TP'd someone's house? nope
28. Won something?: I won an 80lbs pumpkin one time, but my mom never let me go get it
29. Asked someone out?: nope
30. Been rejected?: nope
31. Been in love?: I am as we speak :-D
32. Been to a funeral?: a couple
33. Used a lighter?: lol yeah
34. Been on stage?: yepp
******FAVORITE******
35. Food: cambodian and mederterainian (I know that's spelled wrong, but whatever)
36. Ice cream flavor: rocky road
37. Store: ikea!! that place is awesome!
38. School subject: english and psych
39. Breakfast cereal: I don't like cereal
40. Number: 111, 3, and 7
41. Book: Garth Nix shtuff (he's hella good!)
42. Movie: West Side Story, and The Notebook
43. Candy: I love the little candy corn pumpkins
44. Soda: diet coke
45. Color: silver
46. Vacation spot: Whistler (which is in British Columbia, which is in Canada)
47. Sport to watch on tv: hockey!!
48. Sport to play: taekwondo (if that counts as a sport)
49. Bands/musicians: I'm loving The Killers, and Fallout Boy right now. I really like Social Distortion, even though I don't know much of anything by them
50. Song: "Angels Wings"-- Social Distortion (my song with John :-D), and "Of All The Gin Joints In All The World"-- Fallout Boy
51. Fast food restaraunt: In N Out
52. Cartoon Character: Piglet!!
53. Holiday: *shrugs* I dunno
54. Name for a boy: to name a son? Michael Albert (after John's grandpa , and my grandpa ), and Logan James (cuz it's a cool name, and after John's uncle )
55. Name for a girl: Sabriel Faith, and Sage Mary
******DO YOU PREFER******
56. Chocolate or vanilla?: vanilla
57. Pepsi or coke?: diet coke
58. Long dis. relationships or one night stands: long distance
59. Dogs or cats?: dogs
60. comedies or scary movies: comedies
61. Silver or gold?: silver, gold's ugly
62 Croutons or bacon bits?: croutons
******THINGS THAT COME TO MIND******
63. Doctor: bitches that are mean to mom's and babies when the baby is born in a hospita, and midwife hating bitches (lol don't ask...)
64. Hedgehog: Mrs. Tiggywinkle (however you spell that)
65. School: too early!!
66. Grass: chillin' at the park with Johnles
67. Cow: roping and team penning
68. Canada: rocks!
69. Mouse: computer
70. Hand: in hand
******THE PAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU******
71. Watched a movie? yepp
72. Talked on the phone?: yepp
73. Cried?: yepp, I didn't feel good this morning
74. Thrown up?: I thought I was going to this morning, but I never did
75. Drank a glass of water?: yepp
76. Gone to the bathroom?: lol duh
77. Read a book or magazine?: yepp (john and I did my psych homework [ Error: Irreparable invalid markup ('<he [...] :-)>') in entry. Owner must fix manually. Raw contents below.] 1. What time is it? 10:18 sunday night 2. Name as appears on birth certificate? Heather Mary Calverley 3. Nickname(s): Feather 4. Do You Drive?: yepp 5. Single or taken?: taken :-) 6. Chinese zodiac: rabbit 7. Hair color: dark red (but naturally brown) 8. Eye color: Blue 9. Height: 5'3" 10. Shoe size: 9 11. Glasses, contacts or neither? reading glasses 12. Braces?: had them, but not anymore 13. Piercing/tattoos?: yes, and no 14. Birthplace: Mountain View, CA 15. Current residence: Sunnyvale, CA 16. Siblings names: Ian and Alena (older bro <20> younger sister <15>) ******HAVE YOU EVER****** 17. Gotten wasted?: unfortunatly :-( 18. Gotten so drunk you don't remember what happened?: once, but i regret it, and haven't since (that was like 5 years ago) 19. Drank 5 liters of beer in 2 hours?: I have no idea 20. Had an Irish carbomb: nope 21. Skipped school?: in college not yet, in high school a LOT 22. Bungee jumped?: nope, but I kinda want to 23. Kissed someone related to you?: just like my parents, and grandparents (but nothing nasty or some fucked up shit like that) 24. Kissed someone of the same sex not related to you?: yepp 25. Kiss more than two people in one day: nope 26. Kissed?: lol! just a few times 27. TP'd someone's house? nope 28. Won something?: I won an 80lbs pumpkin one time, but my mom never let me go get it 29. Asked someone out?: nope 30. Been rejected?: nope 31. Been in love?: I am as we speak :-D 32. Been to a funeral?: a couple 33. Used a lighter?: lol yeah 34. Been on stage?: yepp ******FAVORITE****** 35. Food: cambodian and mederterainian (I know that's spelled wrong, but whatever) 36. Ice cream flavor: rocky road 37. Store: ikea!! that place is awesome! 38. School subject: english and psych 39. Breakfast cereal: I don't like cereal 40. Number: 111, 3, and 7 41. Book: Garth Nix shtuff (he's hella good!) 42. Movie: West Side Story, and The Notebook 43. Candy: I love the little candy corn pumpkins 44. Soda: diet coke 45. Color: silver 46. Vacation spot: Whistler (which is in British Columbia, which is in Canada) 47. Sport to watch on tv: hockey!! 48. Sport to play: taekwondo (if that counts as a sport) 49. Bands/musicians: I'm loving The Killers, and Fallout Boy right now. I really like Social Distortion, even though I don't know much of anything by them 50. Song: "Angels Wings"-- Social Distortion (my song with John :-D), and "Of All The Gin Joints In All The World"-- Fallout Boy 51. Fast food restaraunt: In N Out 52. Cartoon Character: Piglet!! 53. Holiday: *shrugs* I dunno 54. Name for a boy: to name a son? Michael Albert (after John's grandpa <Michael>, and my grandpa <Albert>), and Logan James (cuz it's a cool name, and after John's uncle <James>) 55. Name for a girl: Sabriel Faith, and Sage Mary ******DO YOU PREFER****** 56. Chocolate or vanilla?: vanilla 57. Pepsi or coke?: diet coke 58. Long dis. relationships or one night stands: long distance 59. Dogs or cats?: dogs 60. comedies or scary movies: comedies 61. Silver or gold?: silver, gold's ugly 62 Croutons or bacon bits?: croutons ******THINGS THAT COME TO MIND****** 63. Doctor: bitches that are mean to mom's and babies when the baby is born in a hospita, and midwife hating bitches (lol don't ask...) 64. Hedgehog: Mrs. Tiggywinkle (however you spell that) 65. School: too early!! 66. Grass: chillin' at the park with Johnles 67. Cow: roping and team penning 68. Canada: rocks! 69. Mouse: computer 70. Hand: in hand ******THE PAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU****** 71. Watched a movie? yepp 72. Talked on the phone?: yepp 73. Cried?: yepp, I didn't feel good this morning 74. Thrown up?: I thought I was going to this morning, but I never did 75. Drank a glass of water?: yepp 76. Gone to the bathroom?: lol duh 77. Read a book or magazine?: yepp (john and I did my psych homework <he read some of it to me lol :-)>) 78. Watched tv?: yepp, "Monster's Inc." was on TV, so I watched it with john 79. Looked in the mirror?: yepp 80. Taken a shower?: yepp 81. Taken a picture?: yepp, of The Killers at the download festivle last night 82. Listened to music?: yepp, I am right now 83. Hugged or kissed someone?: both (hugged and kissed my Johnles, and hugged my mama) 84. Done your hw?: yepp 85. Told someone you loved them?: yepp, my Johnles and my mama ***DO YOU BELIEVE IN....****** 86. Heaven?: yepp 87. A one true love?: of couse (seeing as I've found mine :-D) 88. Aliens?: kinda 89. Fun for the entire family?: lol depends on the family I guess 90. Freedom of speech?: yeah, but I think it should be INFORMED speech 91. Love?: of course 92. Magic?: yepp *******SOME RANDOM STUFF****** 93. Last movie you saw in theatres?: "Just Like Heaven" (they didn't show Jon Heder nearly enough in that movie!) 94. Are you listening to music right now?: yepp, "I've Got A Dark Alley And A Bad Idea That Says You Should Shut Your Mouth (Summer Song)" by Fallout Boy 95. What color shirt are you wearing?: blue 96. Do you like your middle name?: yepp (it's a family name <Mary is my great grandma's middle name, m y grandma's name, my mom's middle name, my cousins middle name, and will be my daughters middle name>) 97. What is the best thing since sliced bread: cell phones 98. What color is your backpack: a couple different shades of pink 99. What time is it now? : 10:57 pm (I got a couple phone calls)
current mood:  cheerful
current music: Fallout Boy
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| Saturday, September 24th, 2005
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12:48 pm - Lifehouse Lyrics
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"SIMON" -- Lifehouse
catch your breath
hit the wall
scream out loud
as you start to crawl
back in your cage
the only place
where they will
leave you alone
cause the weak will seek the weaker till they've broken them
could you get it back again
would it be the same
fulfillment to their lack of strength at your expense
left you with no defense
they tore it down
and I have felt the same
as you I've felt the same
as you I've felt the same
locked inside
the only place
where you feel sheltered
where you feel safe
you lost yourself
in your search to find
something else to hide behind
cause the fearful always preyed upon your confidence
didn't they see the consequence
they pushed you around
the arrogant build kingdoms made of the different ones
breaking them till they've become
just another crown
and I have felt the same
as you I've felt the same
as you I've felt the same
as you I've felt the same
refuse to feel
anything at all
refuse to slip
refuse to fall
can't be weak
can't stand still
watch your back
cause no one will
you don't know why they had to go this far
traded your worth for these scars
for your only company
and don't believe the lies that they have told to you
not one word was true
you're alright
you're alright
you're alright
and I have felt the same
as you I've felt the same
as you I've felt the same
as you I've felt the same
current mood:  sad
current music: Lifehouse
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12:26 pm
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I feel like crying all the time now... I'm really lonely, and no one cares. I have John, but I'm such a bitch to him lately I feel bad for still being with him. I've turned moody, and retarded. I'm like most every other girl in the world now: a retarded bitch, that treats her boy friend like shit. I hate being alone-, it sucks. I spend most of my time alone. Goddamn, when will this shit end??
current mood: gloomy
current music: "Sugar We're Going Down" -- Fallout Boy
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| Tuesday, August 16th, 2005
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10:30 pm - stole this from Cori
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A - Age of first love? 17
B - Band listening to right now? none, I'm on the phone
C -Dream car? 1969 boss mustang
D - Daddy's name? peter
E -Easiest person to make laugh? me
F - Food you miss most? none?
G- Any encounters with ghosts? a couple
H- person most hated right now? Ian James Calverley
I - Interesting unknown fact about yourself? I home-schooled until freshman year
J-The first letter of the last person who broke your heart? None
K - Kissing with eyes opened or closed? open
L - Last time you did Illegal Drugs? never
M- Most memorable moment you can think of in a minute? John'a first kiss (it was with me :-D)
N - Nicknames? Feather
O- What's the most valued possession? *shrugs* I dunno
P - Poison of choice? emo music lol
Q - The last quote you heard: "I love you!" (from John)
R- What are you allergic to? penecillin
S - Song you sang last? some song by seether
T- Time you woke up? 9,11, and 1 lol
U - Fav. pair of underwear? cute ones?
V - Vegetable you hate most? water chestnuts
W - What are you the most afraid of? abandonment
X -X-rated love life? that's nothing to do with you :-b
Y - Year you were born? 1987
Z - Zodiac sign? leo
there ya go!!!
current mood:  content
current music: none (on the phone with John)
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| Friday, August 12th, 2005
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11:07 am - "Adam's Song"-- Blink 182
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I never thought I'd die alone
I laughed the loudest, who'd have known?
I traced the cord back to the wall
No wonder it was never plugged in at all
I took my time, I hurried up
The choice was mine, I didn't think enough
I'm too depressed to go on
You'll be sorry when I'm gone
I never conquered, rarely came
16 just held such better days
Days when I still felt alive
We couldn't wait to get outside
The world was wide, too late to try
The tour was over, we'd survived
I couldn't wait 'til I got home
To pass the time in my room alone
I never thought I'd die alone
Another six months, I'll be unknown
Give all my things to all my friends
You'll never step foot in my room again
You'll close it off, board it up
Remember the time that I spilled the cup
Of apple juice in the hall
Please tell mom this is not her fault
I never conquered, rarely came
16 just held such better days
Days when I still felt alive
We couldn't wait to get outside
The world was wide, too late to try
The tour was over, we'd survived
I couldn't wait 'til I got home
To pass the time in my room alone
I never conquered, rarely came
Tomorrow holds such better days
Days when I can still feel alive
When I can't wait to get outside
The world is wide, the time goes by
The tour is over, I've survived
I can't wait 'til I get home
To pass the time in my room alone
current mood:  anxious
current music: blink 182
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| Tuesday, June 21st, 2005
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12:07 pm - :-D
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Happy 7 months John! I love you *kiss*
current mood:  loved
current music: "angels wings"(Social Distortion), and "Iris"(goo goo dolls)
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| Monday, June 20th, 2005
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12:43 am - :'-(
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I've been looking at pictures of myself, and I've decided I need to change the way I look... I mean, honestly, just look at me!
I think I have potential to look decent, but I'm not there yet... I need to:
--> Lose weight
--> Dye my hair back to brown
--> Change the way I dress
--> and a few other things that may occur to me down the road
I fighure I'll try all those things and see where I get...
current mood: uncomfortable
current music: Nirvana
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12:19 am - I decided to do this one again...
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I've decided to fill this out again, seeing as it's 12:30 am, and I haven't ne thing else to do...
99 QUESTiONS AND 99 RiDiCULOUS ANSWERS
1 FiRST GRADE TEACHER`S NAME: My mom, because I home-schooled till my freshman year.
2 LAST WORDS YOU SAiD: "goodnight, I love you" (to John)
3 LAST SONG YOU SANG: "Simple"-- The Animators (a great band, check them out!)
4 LAST PERSON YOU HUGGED: my mama
5 LAST THiNG YOU LAUGHED AT: something on "American Dad"
6 LAST TiME YOU SAiD i DON`T REMEMBER: not a clue..
7 LAST TiME YOU CRiED: at like noon (yesterday I guess it is now)
8 COLOR OF SOCKS YOU`RE WEARiNG: SKIN!!! (I'm not wearing socks right now)
9 WHAT`S UNDER YOUR BED: a pull-out trundle bed
10 TiME YOU WOKE UP TODAY: 7:00 AM
11 CURRENT TASTE: the after taste of the strawberries I just had
12 CURRENT HAiR: dark red
13 CURRENT LOVE: John Samarron :-D
14 CURRENT ANNOYANCe: my sister and my dad
15 CURRENT LONGiNG: I would really like to be cuddled right now...
16 CURRENT DESKTOP: lol a picture of the wedding dress I want... I really like it, and I wanted to be able to look at it... I'm so lame..
17 CURRENT WORRY: my future...
18 CURRENT HATE: the fact I have to go see my shrink tomorrow...
19 CURRENT FAVORiTE ARTiCLE OF CLOTHiNG: my bright yellow bra!! even though I haven't a clue where it is...
20 FAVORiTE PHYSiCAL FEATURE OF THE OTHER SEX: eyes, and smile
21 LAST CD YOU LiSTENED TO: a mix of "home by now," and "the chamber sessions" (both by the animators)
22 FAVORiTE PLACE TO BE: West Coast Taekwondo!!
23 LEAST FAVORiTE PLACE: Crowded places when I’m there all by myself…
24 TiME YOU WAKE UP: *shrugs* it varies, now that it's summer
25 iF YOU COULD PLAY AN iNSTRUMENT: vilolin.
26 FAVORiTE COLOR: black, blue, silver
27 DO YOU BELiEVE iN AFTERLiFE: if reincarnation counts
28 HOW TALL ARE YOU: 5’3”
29 CURRENT FAVORiTE WORD/SAYiNG: I haven't got one at the moment...
30 FAVORiTE BOOK: Devinci Code
31 FAVORiTE SEASON: winter
32 PERSON FROM YOUR PAST YOU`D LiKE TO TALK TO: My great grandma.
33 PERSON FROM YOUR PAST YOU DON`T WANNA TALK TO: my grandparents on my dad’s side.
34 DO YOU GO TO COLLEGE OR UNiVERSiTY: not till the fall.
35 WHAT iS YOUR CAREER GOiNG TO BE: something with kids
36 HOW MANY KiDS DO YOU WANT: two or three
HAVE YOU EVER...
37 HAD A PET THAT YOU KiLLED: nope
38 SAiD "iLOVEYOU" AND MEANT iT: yepp
39 GOTTEN iN A FiGHT WiTH YOUR PET: I play fight with my dogs a lot, if that counts
40 BEEN TO NEW YORK: nope
41 BEEN TO FLORiDA: nope
42 BEEN TO CALiFORNiA: I live in California
43 BEEN TO HAWAii: nope
44 BEEN TO MEXiCO: yepp
L45 BEEN TO EUROPE: yepp
46 HAVE YOU EVER MET ANYONE OFF THE NET: nope
47 DREAMED OF SOMETHiNG REALLY CRAZY AND THEN iT HAPPENED THE NEXT DAY: kinda…
48 HAD SEX WiTH A FRiEND: not with a friend, but with a boyfriend?
49 HAD SEX WiTH AN EX`S FRiEND: nope
50 WENT OUT WiTH SOMEONE AND REGRET iT: hell yeah! Pretty much every guy I’ve been with before John
51 DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH ON SOMEONE: I’m in love with someone, so kinda I guess
52 WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READiNG NOW: "Four Past Midnight" (it's a collection of short stories by Stephen King; right now I'm reading "secret garden, secret window" in it)
53 WORST FEELiNG iN THE WORLD: regret, pain, and a broken heart
54 FiRST THiNG YOU THiNK OF WHEN YOU WAKE UP: "yay, john's calling" (usually I wake up at nine, when he calls me on his break)
55 HOW MANY RiNGS BEFOREYOU ANSWER: …?
56 FUTURE DAUGHTER`S NAME: Sabriel Mary, and Autumn Sage
57 FUTURE SON`S NAME: Yestin Kieve
58 WHAT DO YOU SLEEP WiTH: many pillows, the quilt my grandma made for me, my pink teddy bear I’ve had forever (Rose Berry), my stuffed black and white cat I’ve had forever (Luna), and two other teddy bears
59 FAVORiTE TV SHOW: Futureama, and Family Guy
60 WiSH WERE HERE WiTH YOU: John
61 TATTOOS: None yet, but soon (a picture of a swallow on each hip :-D)
62 PiERCiNGS: My ears
THE EXTRA STUFF...
63 DO YOU DO DRUGS: nope
64 DO YOU DRiNK: nope
65 WHAT TOOTHPASTE DO YOU USE: whatevers in the bathroom
66 WHAT KiND OF SHAMPOO AND CONDiTiONER DO YOU USE: some eveda shit for coloured hair, and I don't usually use conditioner
67. WHAT ARE YOU MOST SCARED OF: crabs and lobsters!!!!!!!
68 WHAT CLOTHES DO YOU SLEEP iN: I don’t know, but usually a few layera
69 WHO iS THE LAST PERSON THAT CALLED YOU: John
70 WHERE DO YOU WANT TO GET MARRiED: in my Church (it’s John’s church, too)
71 iF YOU COULD CHANGE ANYTHiNG ABOUT YOURSELF, WHAT WOULD iT BE: How much a weigh, the way my face looks, and my smile...
72 WHO DO YOU REALLY HATE: my borther... More than anything else in the world...
73 BEEN iN LOVE: I am right now :-D
74 ARE YOU TiMLY OR ALWAYS LATE: lol usually late (just ask John :-b)
75 DO YOU HAVE A JOB: Yepp, I work in childcare at a church, and I'm going to start working at a preschool this summer
76 DO YOU LiKE BEiNG AROUND PEOPLE: As long as their close friends, and there aren't too many of them..
77 BEST FEELiNG iN THE WORLD: Loving and being loved
78 DO YOU HAVE ANY STUFFED ANiMALS: many!! I still sleep with a few of them on my bed at night (*shh* don’t tell)
79 ARE YOU A HEALTH FREAK: I don't know about "freak," but I like healthy food.
80 DO YOU HAVE A "TYPE" OF PERSON YOU ALWAYS GO AFTER: (i'm going to assume this is talking about guys) bad ones!!! But now I don't go for any anymore, seeing as I have a great one :-D
81 DO YOU WANT SOMEONE YOU CAN`T HAVE: Nope, I have who I want :-)
82 ARE YOU LONELY RiGHT NOW: yepp
83 EVER AFRAiD YOU`LL NEVER GET MARRiED: Nope, I already know who I'm going to marry ;-)
84 DO YOU WANT TO GET MARRiED: yepp
85 DO YOU WANT KiDS: yepp, three.
iN THE LAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU...
86 CRiED: yepp
87 BOUGHT SOMETHiNG: yepp
88 GOTTEN SiCK: nope
89 SANG: lol yepp
90 SAiD i LOVE YOU: many times!
91 WANTED TO TELL SOMEONE YOU LOVED THEM: yes, and I told them lol
92 MET SOMEONE: if you mean like met someone I didn't know, then no...
93 MOVED ON: from...?
94 TALKED TO SOMEONE: lol many people
95 HAD A SERiOUS TALK: nope
96 MiSSED SOMEONE: yepp
97 HUGGED SOMEONE: yepp
98 YELLED AT SOMEONE: yepp
99 DREAMED ABOUT SOMEONE YOU CAN`T BE WiTH: nope
current mood:  blah
current music: Black Eyed Peas
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| Saturday, June 18th, 2005
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11:37 pm
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I've decided: I like my name :-)
current mood: cheerful
current music: the animators
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| Wednesday, June 15th, 2005
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2:06 am - more quizes!! yay!!!!
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12:33 am - bunch of quizes, cuz I'm bored as fuck!!!
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| Wednesday, June 1st, 2005
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11:12 am - I stole this from sasha
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99 QUESTiONS AND 99 RiDiCULOUS ANSWERS
1 FiRST GRADE TEACHER`S NAME: My mom, because I home-schooled till my freshman year.
2 LAST WORDS YOU SAiD: “george, I can’t believe you don’t know what to say in my senior, yearbook after being friends with me for two years!!!”
3 LAST SONG YOU SANG: uuhhh… something that was on the radio this morning…
4 LAST PERSON YOU HUGGED: My kitten (alex)
5 LAST THiNG YOU LAUGHED AT: George for not knowing what to write in my yearbook.
6 LAST TiME YOU SAiD i DON`T REMEMBER: I don’t remember when I last said “I don’t remember” (I guess right now…)
7 LAST TiME YOU CRiED: two days ago.
8 COLOR OF SOCKS YOU`RE WEARiNG: white and grey
9 WHAT`S UNDER YOUR BED: a pull-out trundle bed
10 TiME YOU WOKE UP TODAY: 8:15
11 CURRENT TASTE: gum (mint of some sort)
12 CURRENT HAiR: dark red
13 CURRENT LOVE: John Samarron :-D
14 CURRENT ANNOYANCe: I’m not annoyed at the moment..
15 CURRENT LONGiNG: Sounds lame, but I really want to hug John right now…
16 CURRENT DESKTOP: the background on the desktop here? I put a picture of a ’67 mustang on, and it’s still here like 4 months after I put it there.
17 CURRENT WORRY: That I won’t get my Algebra II work done…
18 CURRENT HATE: *shrugs* no idea… I don’t really hate thing right now? Well, I hate the word “babe” (unless it’s to do with the movie about the lil’ piggy), but other than that I don’t hate any thing right now.
19 CURRENT FAVORiTE ARTiCLE OF CLOTHiNG: my under dog PJ pants
20 FAVORiTE PHYSiCAL FEATURE OF THE OTHER SEX: eyes, and smile
21 LAST CD YOU LiSTENED TO: “ANTology” nu Alien Ant Farm
22 FAVORiTE PLACE TO BE: West Coast Taekwondo
23 LEAST FAVORiTE PLACE: Crowded places when I’m there all by myself…
24 TiME YOU WAKE UP: 7:30 about..
25 iF YOU COULD PLAY AN iNSTRUMENT: vilolin.
26 FAVORiTE COLOR: black, blue, silver
27 DO YOU BELiEVE iN AFTERLiFE: if reincarnation counts
28 HOW TALL ARE YOU: 5’3”
29 CURRENT FAVORiTE WORD/SAYiNG: omg, we’re like sisters.
30 FAVORiTE BOOK: Devinci Code
31 FAVORiTE SEASON: winter
32 PERSON FROM YOUR PAST YOU`D LiKE TO TALK TO: My great grandma.
33 PERSON FROM YOUR PAST YOU DON`T WANNA TALK TO: my grandparents on my dad’s side.
34 DO YOU GO TO COLLEGE OR UNiVERSiTY: not till the fall.
35 WHAT iS YOUR CAREER GOiNG TO BE: something with kids
36 HOW MANY KiDS DO YOU WANT: two or three
HAVE YOU EVER...
37 HAD A PET THAT YOU KiLLED: nope
38 SAiD "iLOVEYOU" AND MEANT iT: yepp
39 GOTTEN iN A FiGHT WiTH YOUR PET: I play fight with my dogs a lot, if that counts
40 BEEN TO NEW YORK: nope
41 BEEN TO FLORiDA: nope
42 BEEN TO CALiFORNiA: I live in California
43 BEEN TO HAWAii: nope
44 BEEN TO MEXiCO: yepp
L45 BEEN TO EUROPE: yepp
46 HAVE YOU EVER MET ANYONE OFF THE NET: nope
47 DREAMED OF SOMETHiNG REALLY CRAZY AND THEN iT HAPPENED THE NEXT DAY: kinda…
48 HAD SEX WiTH A FRiEND: not with a friend, but with a boyfriend?
49 HAD SEX WiTH AN EX`S FRiEND: nope
50 WENT OUT WiTH SOMEONE AND REGRET iT: hell yeah! Pretty much every guy I’ve been with before John
51 DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH ON SOMEONE: I’m in love with someone, so kinda I guess
52 WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READiNG NOW: Jerny of the souls
53 WORST FEELiNG iN THE WORLD: regret, pain, and a broken heart
54 FiRST THiNG YOU THiNK OF WHEN YOU WAKE UP: I don’t wanna go to school…
55 HOW MANY RiNGS BEFOREYOU ANSWER: …?
56 FUTURE DAUGHTER`S NAME: Sabriel Faith, and Sage Mary
57 FUTURE SON`S NAME: Yestin Kieve
58 WHAT DO YOU SLEEP WiTH: many pillows, the quilt my grandma made for me, my pink teddy bear I’ve had forever (Rose Berry), and my stuffed black and white cat I’ve had forever (Luna)
59 FAVORiTE TV SHOW: Futureama
L60 WiSH WERE HERE WiTH YOU: John
61 TATTOOS: None yet, but soon
62 PiERCiNGS: My ears
THE EXTRA STUFF...
63 DO YOU DO DRUGS: nope
64 DO YOU DRiNK: nope
65 WHAT TOOTHPASTE DO YOU USE: whatevers in the bathroom
66 WHAT KiND OF SHAMPOO AND CONDiTiONER DO YOU USE: some eveda shit for coloured hair
67. WHAT ARE YOU MOST SCARED OF: crabs and lobsters!!!!!!!
68 WHAT CLOTHES DO YOU SLEEP iN: I don’t know, but usually a few layera
69 WHO iS THE LAST PERSON THAT CALLED YOU: John
70 WHERE DO YOU WANT TO GET MARRiED: in my Church (it’s John’s church, too)
71 iF YOU COULD CHANGE ANYTHiNG ABOUT YOURSELF, WHAT WOULD iT BE: How much a weigh..
72 WHO DO YOU REALLY HATE: No one really, it takes too much effort…
73 BEEN iN LOVE: I am right now :-D
74 ARE YOU TiMLY OR ALWAYS LATE: late most of the time
75 DO YOU HAVE A JOB: Yepp, I work in childcare at a church. I love my job!
76 DO YOU LiKE BEiNG AROUND PEOPLE: sometimes, depending how social I feel…
77 BEST FEELiNG iN THE WORLD: Loving and being loved
78 DO YOU HAVE ANY STUFFED ANiMALS: many!! I still sleep with two of them on my bed at night (*shh* don’t tell)
79 ARE YOU A HEALTH FREAK: I don't know about "freak," but I like healthy food.
80 DO YOU HAVE A "TYPE" OF PERSON YOU ALWAYS GO AFTER: not really...
81 DO YOU WANT SOMEONE YOU CAN`T HAVE: Nope, I have who I want :-)
82 ARE YOU LONELY RiGHT NOW: yepp
83 EVER AFRAiD YOU`LL NEVER GET MARRiED: Nope, I already know who I'm going to marry
84 DO YOU WANT TO GET MARRiED: yepp
85 DO YOU WANT KiDS: yepp, three.
iN THE LAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU...
86 CRiED: nope
87 BOUGHT SOMETHiNG: yepp
88 GOTTEN SiCK: nope
89 SANG: lol yepp
90 SAiD i LOVE YOU: many times
91 WANTED TO TELL SOMEONE YOU LOVED THEM: yes, and I told them lol
92 MET SOMEONE: if you mean like met someone I didn't know, then no...
93 MOVED ON: from...?
94 TALKED TO SOMEONE: lol many people
95 HAD A SERiOUS TALK: yepp...
96 MiSSED SOMEONE: yepp
97 HUGGED SOMEONE: yepp
98 YELLED AT SOMEONE: yepp
99 DREAMED ABOUT SOMEONE YOU CAN`T BE WiTH: nope
current mood: cheerful
current music: none
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10:30 am - :'-( :-D
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Today's my last day of High School... That's crazy! It seems like just last year I was a freshman; at the sametime it seems like a life time ago. My first two years crawled by, but my Jr. And Senior years have flown.
A lot of good shit has happened this year. For example, I met the man I'm going to marry, I made some good friends, and just kinda grew up. It hasn't been easy, seeing as I don't do change well, and this is a LOT of change all at the same time.. I know I'll ge through it though, and I know John will be there for me the whole way through.
I'm glad I'm not leaving the area though. I've lived here pretty much my whole life, and I don't want to move now. All my best friends are staying around here, too, to go to school; even some are going to De Anza with me. John's here, too, whichis very nice. That's actually the reason I'm not going away to school, but that's beside the point.
I'll end here, because I don't know what else to write at the moment.. I'll probably ass more later, but yes..
CONGRATS TO THE CLASS OF 2005!! WE FINALLY MADE IT!!! :-D
current mood:  indescribable
current music: Just the sounds that happen around my school.
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| Tuesday, May 24th, 2005
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So yes.. This passed weekend with John was very nice. Practically every day this weekend was an epiphany day, where i kept realizing how much i love John.
On friday at Becca's prom I kept having people tell me that John and i were looked so happy together, and we're so cute as a couple, and we get along so well, etc., etc., etc. It was just nice to be with him.
On satyrday it was our 6 months. I got a really sweet card with an even sweeter note from him inside. We just chilled for a little while, then went to the beach. i loved just laying on a blanket with the person i'm in love with was amazing. It was a beautiful day, and the ocean was so pretty. We had a bit of an arguement later, on a sore subject for both of us. I only out that in here to show the fact that John and I get into fights, but we get over ourselves fast and move on. Later we just got take-out for dinner, and rented a movie. The movie ("alone in the dark") was one of the worst movies I have seen in my life, and I've seen some pretty bad movies (ie: "the moth man prophecy," and "from justing to Kelly"). Even though the movie sucked, it was nice to just cuddle (I'm rather pathetic, I'm a very culley person, but thankfully so is John).
Sunday started out horrible, because of work. There were wwaayyy too many kids for just the two people that were working, and parents kept getting mad at us for it. It was like "okay, we don't set how many people work on sundays, don't yell at us." One of the dads even yelled at the girl I work with because the pagers (which is what we use to get a hold of parents when their kid is trying too much for too long) weren't working. It sucked a big one... So after that i was really upset and stressed, but then i went to see John and all my stress and frustration melted away. It was like, as soon as I'm with him nothing else matters, and the stresses of the world can't get to me. It's an amazing feeling to have someone that makes everything okay, no matter what else is going on. We went to the park and just hung out on our blanket. We saw a little ground squirlle that kept popping his little head out of the ground, it was really cute! We named him Edwin (I think we did anyway, because it took us a long time to agree on a name for him). We left the park to go to church, where John got confirmed as a member. I was really proud of him, he's really grown up since I've known him. When church ended we went to get dinner and rent another movie. We rented "the notebook." I think I'll go on about that for a while. The notebook is now our movie. Mostly because it relates to us so much. Noah and Allie fell in love really young (actually at the exact same ages that John and I fell in love at), and stayed in love through eveything. They fought and made up often, but also just enjoied being with each other. Even when they lost each other for about 7 years, their love never went away. It also reminded us of the way we are together because of the amount of effort Noah went to for Allie for the rest of their lives; moving into the nursing home where she was just to be near her. He read her the story of their love everyday, just so they would have a few moments where she remembered him and what they have together. I know that John and I would do that for each other, if it meant that would could be together.
Class is out now, so I'll stop here; and finish later. So, if you read this before 1:30 it won't be finished yet. See ya!
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| Friday, May 20th, 2005
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| Thursday, May 19th, 2005
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3:25 am - yyeeaahhh
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So, yesturday i went to Rebecca's taekwondo demo at her school for international week or whatever. It was really cool, and she was hella good! I went to the rest of her classes with her, which was fun. She was talking to one of her teachers who is also the teacher in charge of the martial arts club; he's teadher Becca kempo, and she asked him if he would let me learn, too. Essentially the answer was "if you're at all like Rebecca i would like to." That's really cool! I'm getting way into my martial arts again, and I love it. it's really weird that I would be so into such violent arts, seeing as I'm a small, quiet, shy girl. But whatever. Dude, I'm really excited to learn all these deifferent arts! I just hope it doesn't take up too too much of my time, because I want to spend time with john... I'm really torn on that, because on the one hand I really want to achieve my dream of competing in open turnoments someday, and on the other hand I really want to spend time with the man I love. I've heard that an artist of any type needs to give things up for their art, but I really don't want to give up john;I don't want to give up my aspirations either... AHH! Life's so hard sometimes :-(
(the spelling is in this entry sucks, because I'm in class on a mac, so I can'tspell check well...)
current mood:  groggy
current music: I'm in class, so the sound of laurie's voice lol
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| Tuesday, May 17th, 2005
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10:12 am - fyi
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I just wanted to say that I have no wasted an entire class period on livejournal... lol just so you guys know. I've also decided to update more often, even though I have nothing to say... lol
current mood:  amused
current music: alien ant farm
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9:39 am - a little behind the times, but I'll write it any way
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about a week ago (I think it was actually like 5 days or something like that, but whatever), john gave me a promise ring. I'm very excitied about that, because it means that I mean as much to him as he means to me (which is quite a lot :-D). It's really nice to love and be loved the way we are, especially at our age. It's a time when you're trying to figure out who you are, and who you want to be; it's nice to have someone there with you. I know that john and I will be together for the rest of our lives, and you have no idea how exciting that is :-D
I have a pretty ring!! :-D
current mood: happy
current music: alien ant farm
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| Wednesday, May 4th, 2005
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11:13 am - ...
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Alien Ant Farm - Movies
Movies
At slow speed we all seem focused
In motion we seem wrong
In summer we can taste the rain
I want you to be free
Don't worry about me
And just like the movies
We play out our last scene
Two can play this game
We both want power
In winter we can taste the pain
In our short years
We come a long way
To treat it bad and throw away
In our short years
We come a long way
To treat it bad and throw away
I want you to be free
Don't worry about me
And just like the movies
We play out our last scene
You won't cry I won't scream
In our short years
We come a long way
To treat it bad and throw away
And if we make a little space
A science fiction showcase
In our short film a love disgrace
Dream a scene to brighten face
In our short years
We come a long way
To treat it bad just to throw it away
I want you to be free
Don't worry about me
And just like the movies
We play out our last scene
You won't cry I won't scream
current mood: crappy
current music: Alien Ant Farm
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